Is it weird that i love being controlled by kids?

OK, So i run a daycare centre with a mixture of privileged, rich families, as well as poor families & families who are living on welfare, so the k**s can be a mixture of placid & angry! sometimes, the more angries k**s like to order me around..... and they know that i love to be abused and degraded, so they slap me, beat me, fist me, torture me, piss/shit on me or in my mouth, bite me, tie me down, cuff me, choke me....yea you get the picture. I have my nipples and my pussy pierced and they love to them pulled, slap, pinned and sucked.

I don't know if this is weird or i'm allowing them to release their anger! problem is, that i enjoy the humiliation i get from it! Some may think this is extreme, i think it's amazing & teaching!