Straight 2 slut
I love women and 95% of my sexuality directed to them. I think my crossdressing side is at least 50% related to my desire for slutty kinds of woman, dressed in sexy clothes. Most of my crossdressing is just about shopping for and dressing up in sexy girls' clothes, and making photoshoots, creating a sexy 'Kiara' persona. But I do sometimes date sissy-loving masculine Men... though not so often (I don't have much free time, and my desire for Men is not soooo strong) & I only do it only after some trust and connection is built online first.
I don't fully understand why but even though I identify as 'straight' I have learned to like the sexual attention I get from other Men when I am 'Kiara' and now I just LOVE playing at being a girly slut to please anonymous Men. Now and again such a sissy-loving but mostly ‘hetero’ Alpha Man will talk me into letting him visit, and I enjoy getting dressed up like a cheap chav whore all just so this Real Man can get hard, a Man whose real name I don’t even know. It doesn't matter that he's a total stranger and I'm meeting Him for the first time....I'll risk embarrassment and get dressed up as a girl for Him. The girly submissiveness develops from there. He’ll soon have me on my knees, serving His hard cock with my sissy slut mouth – with a camera recording my humiliating total transformation from beta man to oral whore for this more dominant Man – and I found I LOVE the feeling of giving up some control, and just being the passive femme sex-doll. When He’s satisfied (HE decides when this point is reached, not me, I have to go on taking His cock & serving His pleasure as long as He wants) He then either makes me swallow all His cum (I feel his masculine power pumping down my throat & into my feminised body), or He triumphantly gives me a full sperm facial (I feel so degraded and conquered!).
Or maybe He’ll want more, and its gone so far now, how can I say 'no'?...He'll lift my miniskirt or peel down my skinny jeans and push Himself past the weak resistance of my tight hole....and He'll enjoy fucking my sissy ass like it was a girl’s pussy. Feeling vulnerable and passive with another Man's cock pounding inside me, I know at this point I am just like a girl and my remaining weak masculine identity does not even exist in that moment. Eventually His thrusts increase in energy and speed and then I feel the explosive Alpha power of his orgasm with His cock throbbing inside me. Or he pulls out at the last minute, whips off the condom, and shows His total ownership by cumming all over my sissy ass that I was made give Him for His pleasure.
And I let Him do all this to me without really knowing who He is and less than half-an-hour after we first ever met in person. And of course, with my sissy fag shame all recorded on camera*. I’m a really dumb bimbo sometimes!
(*I LOVE to have myself photographed of videoed being used. Coz my humiliation needs to be forever, and everyone needs to know I'm no longer a man, I'm the new local slut!)
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I don't fully understand why but even though I identify as 'straight' I have learned to like the sexual attention I get from other Men when I am 'Kiara' and now I just LOVE playing at being a girly slut to please anonymous Men. Now and again such a sissy-loving but mostly ‘hetero’ Alpha Man will talk me into letting him visit, and I enjoy getting dressed up like a cheap chav whore all just so this Real Man can get hard, a Man whose real name I don’t even know. It doesn't matter that he's a total stranger and I'm meeting Him for the first time....I'll risk embarrassment and get dressed up as a girl for Him. The girly submissiveness develops from there. He’ll soon have me on my knees, serving His hard cock with my sissy slut mouth – with a camera recording my humiliating total transformation from beta man to oral whore for this more dominant Man – and I found I LOVE the feeling of giving up some control, and just being the passive femme sex-doll. When He’s satisfied (HE decides when this point is reached, not me, I have to go on taking His cock & serving His pleasure as long as He wants) He then either makes me swallow all His cum (I feel his masculine power pumping down my throat & into my feminised body), or He triumphantly gives me a full sperm facial (I feel so degraded and conquered!).
Or maybe He’ll want more, and its gone so far now, how can I say 'no'?...He'll lift my miniskirt or peel down my skinny jeans and push Himself past the weak resistance of my tight hole....and He'll enjoy fucking my sissy ass like it was a girl’s pussy. Feeling vulnerable and passive with another Man's cock pounding inside me, I know at this point I am just like a girl and my remaining weak masculine identity does not even exist in that moment. Eventually His thrusts increase in energy and speed and then I feel the explosive Alpha power of his orgasm with His cock throbbing inside me. Or he pulls out at the last minute, whips off the condom, and shows His total ownership by cumming all over my sissy ass that I was made give Him for His pleasure.
And I let Him do all this to me without really knowing who He is and less than half-an-hour after we first ever met in person. And of course, with my sissy fag shame all recorded on camera*. I’m a really dumb bimbo sometimes!
(*I LOVE to have myself photographed of videoed being used. Coz my humiliation needs to be forever, and everyone needs to know I'm no longer a man, I'm the new local slut!)
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6年前
