Sissies and Humiliation

I just wanted to ask if other sissies feel the need for humiliation?

It is a core part of my fantasy, to be dressed in tights and feminine underwear and humiliated. Either by a man, a woman, a couple or a TV / CD.

I suspect that it not only taps into my submissive nature, but also relieves a little of the guilt.

I started in my formative years (I am 52 and have being wearing tights for at least 40 years). I would see the likes of Daisy Duke and Wonder Woman on telly and fantasise over them. I would also like the damsel in distress scenes of the 70's and 80's films / tv programmes and because I didn't have a damsel to 'play with' I wore the tights and started with self bondage.

I spiralled out of control from there.

I have dressed in front of people before, but only 3 or 4. But the desire to stand, dressed in tights (my big thing) and some fem underwear, looking like a man in feminine clothing, never capable of passing as a women, is incredible. I have tried stopping, but the need is so great.

I would love some feedback whether others feel the same and how they started.