What you don't know about me.

Back in the early years of 2000, I found out that I had a enlarged prostate. And was told the only way too control it was to have an operation. So I did. I was in an operation that did not go as good as it should. In the middle of the operation I woke up to feel my lower extremities being sc****d. After the operation I was out of work for, four months. I was told too just relax and let my body heal itself. The months went by very quickly and I was back on my feet once again thinking every thing is back to normal. One day a ex-friend came by too see how I was doing. One thing lead to another and we started have sex. At the end of all this, she ask if I would cum on her chest, so I pulled out of her pussy and aim my cock at her tits to shoot my load. I started to ejaculate, my eyes closed, feeling so dame good and now thinking that my milky white cream was all over her tits. And then she said, I wanted you to cum on my chest. I told her I did, then looked down and saw no milky white cream on any thing. She asked me what just happen. I could not give her an answer.

I found out later that I can still have a great orgasm (words from my doctor) but you will not be able too ejaculate from your penis any more. This bothered me for a long time. The women in my life, loved the fact that I could not cum. One woman even told me now you can't get me pregnant. One day after I thought all was okay, The urge to have a gay man in my bed was going through my mind and was just lucky enough too know some one who was gay. Got back to my place and things started going great here I go again, I started to cum but nothing came out of my cock.(it was just cock play) The sweet looking gay guy, (no names) asked what's going on and laughed after I explain the situation. I became upset after being laughed at, and told him too get out.


I have had a lot of invites from a lot of you, and it may seem to you that I am just a play on words. The truth is I don't know how you are going too react to a man who can not cum from his cock any more. Tell me what you think.