Fucking addicted to Gay sex

I am engaged to the most beautiful woman who I love like no other. Our sex is awesome and I'm convinced that is because I share her with others.
On the other hand I realise that I am 100% addicted to Gay sex. It is so natural and meant to be, definitely not stigmatized as it is in society. Ever man should be allowed to have sex with another man so he can decide if its right for him. No questions asked.
I love my girlfriend and worship sex with her but totally give myself to men for their pleasure.