Blog Post- Random Thoughts 1
You know folks I don't know what to think honestly anymore!! I meet a woman date her and in most cases (more than I care to count) they cheat on me leaving to to "fend for myself" (sexually) which sucks major big time!!
In some cases I meet a woman who I am in a relationship with and suddenly without reason they claim to love me BUT refuse to have sex with me altogether which I am not sure which is worse the "loveless relationship" or the "sexless relationship", but either way you look at it, I end up feeling ignored and betrayed!!
And I never seem to meet women who are HONEST about their sexual likes or interests!! I have met plenty of women that brag about "I am bisexual" or "I want a guy to tie me up" but then when it comes time to do what I ask them, or what I tell them, I am told "I am not into that!"
It just seems that in 2019 as it was in my youth in the 1980s women can't do anything more than lie about what they like and who they are, or what they are all about!!! And it gets old listening to those who brag about crap that are NEVER sincere about or have no intentions at all to doing (at least with me) the things I want! More so when I am basically told to do what ever I am told to do, and then I am expected to jump through a woman's hoops to please her, when my own desires or wants goes totally ignored or even mocked at times!! It really makes a guy like me left to wonder are there any honest women on the planet at all anymore???
And let me not forget that my sex life is reduced to sitting alone in my home office masturbating to porn most of the time!! God it would be nice to know what it is like to be with a woman who had an imagination or even an "adventurous side" to them!! And shit at times I wouldn't love to just know what it is like to FOR ONCE have a woman seduce me or hit on me and fucking MEAN IT!!! Hell even to have a woman touch me would be a nice "change of pace" in my life most days!!
I know a woman years ago who told me once "Everybody should have "three people" in their lives!!" One as a lover, one has a provider and the third has their naughty little play toy!!" Perhaps she wasn't wrong....but I know I am feeling more lonely than usually lately and it sucks!!
In some cases I meet a woman who I am in a relationship with and suddenly without reason they claim to love me BUT refuse to have sex with me altogether which I am not sure which is worse the "loveless relationship" or the "sexless relationship", but either way you look at it, I end up feeling ignored and betrayed!!
And I never seem to meet women who are HONEST about their sexual likes or interests!! I have met plenty of women that brag about "I am bisexual" or "I want a guy to tie me up" but then when it comes time to do what I ask them, or what I tell them, I am told "I am not into that!"
It just seems that in 2019 as it was in my youth in the 1980s women can't do anything more than lie about what they like and who they are, or what they are all about!!! And it gets old listening to those who brag about crap that are NEVER sincere about or have no intentions at all to doing (at least with me) the things I want! More so when I am basically told to do what ever I am told to do, and then I am expected to jump through a woman's hoops to please her, when my own desires or wants goes totally ignored or even mocked at times!! It really makes a guy like me left to wonder are there any honest women on the planet at all anymore???
And let me not forget that my sex life is reduced to sitting alone in my home office masturbating to porn most of the time!! God it would be nice to know what it is like to be with a woman who had an imagination or even an "adventurous side" to them!! And shit at times I wouldn't love to just know what it is like to FOR ONCE have a woman seduce me or hit on me and fucking MEAN IT!!! Hell even to have a woman touch me would be a nice "change of pace" in my life most days!!
I know a woman years ago who told me once "Everybody should have "three people" in their lives!!" One as a lover, one has a provider and the third has their naughty little play toy!!" Perhaps she wasn't wrong....but I know I am feeling more lonely than usually lately and it sucks!!
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