Happy hour?

I went for the first time in a bar in Geneva (les Brasseurs, close to the train station) with one 6 cm buttplug. I was alone and no one came to talk to me. I drank two pints of beer and I couldn't stop pushing my buttplug in and out while I was sitting on the bench. I went to the toilet and started fucking myself real hard with it. I wanted so much to be fisted that I was inserting at the same time 4 of my fingers. I stayed in the toilet maybe 3 min in total. I decided to leave and go back home to be able to stretch my ass really hard. I was feeling like d**gged. I was looking at all the men and I think I would have left anyone forced his hand (or anything he wanted) inside me like this. When I arrived home, I took my John Holmes and my Cole the Dane (large) and I double fucked my ass real hard. I was feeling like my body was so hungry of being fucked hard and disrespected... I wanted to take all my dildos inside me at the same time... I wasn't really drunk (ok, 1 liter of beer in a short period of time) but it's like I was controlling nothing. Like if a demon was taking the control of my body and was forcing me to be really rough with myself. I came when I had my John Holmes fully inside me (including its big testicles and the suction cup) and that I was pushing it deeper with my Cole the Dane (I came when I almost succeeded to make the testicles enter also).

So, my question is really simple? Does anyone already experienced such feeling (loosing totally the control and becoming a huge hole hungry for all that is possible)?