Will my fantasy ever become reality....? i hope so

I want to be a Man's, or a females, personal bitchboy suck/fuck servant and be hypnotized in real life....so much! i know not to get my hopes up on such a fucking ultimate #1 fantasy cause that type of situation is just in the movies & i in my head. i still want it too happen though! (fingers crossed)
.i would be such an outgoing, over achieving stud for someone. I am completely trainable to whatever His or Her wants of me to be like. i don't have any prior training besides how I was raised to be obedient and clean. i am a Pro at giving head and I'm really great at deep throating (its because i like challenges!) Anywwys, it will not ever happen to me. Hypnotize me in real life, OMFG, also is! so Hot! !! !!!@