Cuckold Lifestyle Fun
I just wanted to write about my view of cuckoldry and why it is so fulfilling and a win, win, win for all parties. For this reason I will focus on beta men (boys) like myself who are sexually inadequate and whose women are attracted to other men for sexual satisfaction.
Now this includes small beta boys, weak beta boys, effeminate beta boys and inadequate beta boys. I am effeminate, having always been small, thin, weak and pretty. I turned early to cross dressing, developing relationships with mum and auntie and girl cousins, as well as girl schoolmates, that supported and furthered my desire to look, talk and be feminine. Including my attraction to strong men.
My fair skin, freckes, strawberry blonde hair, small stature and weight, made me a natural to dress in women's clothes. I took to make up and all the feminine arts easily and quickly. By teen years I was passable in the stores and outdoors, most everyone took me for a girl. Some observant women would catch on, but not often and a few laughs would typically smooth things over and lead to my acceptance. I can model a tight skirt better as well as you, ha ha.! :)
I was dating men by 18 and liking it. My desire to look and act feminine made that a reality. As mentioned I was small and quite small in penis terms. The only way I was satisfying a woman was orally or with a dildo/strap. All of which I practiced frequently. To be satisfied I needed vigorous oral or anal sex.
So adding my need to be en femme with my inadequate maleness and my need to be sexed like a female, you have a prime candidate for cuckold. I was born comfortable financially and at first sought a woman who was the same. I found her and we married, for convenience. She was dominant with me and demanded an open marriage where she could take lovers as she pleased. Though hurt at first, I soon found interest in her affairs. I found I enjoyed hearing about her lovers. That I really enjoyed watching videos of them together and when finally allowed to participate, I found intense interest, focus and satisfaction in fluffing, assisting and cleaning up. My wife appreciated this and made my participation an important part of her affairs. We had a most wonderful arrangement with the Bull getting her sexy body, she getting his hard male sexual prowess and I getting the thrill of watching and serving them en femme!
Now my enjoyment of her affairs in my opinion, came from my lack of adequate maleness and the sharp difference between her Bull lovers and me. They were large, confident, muscular, handsome, virile Real Men. As opposed to my feminine appearance, thin weak near hairless body, tiny dicklette, 90 lb weaking persona. I was INADEQUATE. They were dripping and oozing testosterone, strutting, arrogant, masterful Real Men. Their contempt for me obvious. My desire of them, concealed. Once that desire was brought out to them, typically by my wife, sexual activity began and was intense. With the Bull being male and I being the submissive, sissy beta doing as told and loving what was done to me.
In retrospect it seems the more humiliating the act, cleaning, fellatio, taking it up the ass, the more satisfying! It was like I (and I think most sissy cucks) had an emasculation meter and the more we were emasculated in the act, the more thrilling and memorable it was!
Now this includes small beta boys, weak beta boys, effeminate beta boys and inadequate beta boys. I am effeminate, having always been small, thin, weak and pretty. I turned early to cross dressing, developing relationships with mum and auntie and girl cousins, as well as girl schoolmates, that supported and furthered my desire to look, talk and be feminine. Including my attraction to strong men.
My fair skin, freckes, strawberry blonde hair, small stature and weight, made me a natural to dress in women's clothes. I took to make up and all the feminine arts easily and quickly. By teen years I was passable in the stores and outdoors, most everyone took me for a girl. Some observant women would catch on, but not often and a few laughs would typically smooth things over and lead to my acceptance. I can model a tight skirt better as well as you, ha ha.! :)
I was dating men by 18 and liking it. My desire to look and act feminine made that a reality. As mentioned I was small and quite small in penis terms. The only way I was satisfying a woman was orally or with a dildo/strap. All of which I practiced frequently. To be satisfied I needed vigorous oral or anal sex.
So adding my need to be en femme with my inadequate maleness and my need to be sexed like a female, you have a prime candidate for cuckold. I was born comfortable financially and at first sought a woman who was the same. I found her and we married, for convenience. She was dominant with me and demanded an open marriage where she could take lovers as she pleased. Though hurt at first, I soon found interest in her affairs. I found I enjoyed hearing about her lovers. That I really enjoyed watching videos of them together and when finally allowed to participate, I found intense interest, focus and satisfaction in fluffing, assisting and cleaning up. My wife appreciated this and made my participation an important part of her affairs. We had a most wonderful arrangement with the Bull getting her sexy body, she getting his hard male sexual prowess and I getting the thrill of watching and serving them en femme!
Now my enjoyment of her affairs in my opinion, came from my lack of adequate maleness and the sharp difference between her Bull lovers and me. They were large, confident, muscular, handsome, virile Real Men. As opposed to my feminine appearance, thin weak near hairless body, tiny dicklette, 90 lb weaking persona. I was INADEQUATE. They were dripping and oozing testosterone, strutting, arrogant, masterful Real Men. Their contempt for me obvious. My desire of them, concealed. Once that desire was brought out to them, typically by my wife, sexual activity began and was intense. With the Bull being male and I being the submissive, sissy beta doing as told and loving what was done to me.
In retrospect it seems the more humiliating the act, cleaning, fellatio, taking it up the ass, the more satisfying! It was like I (and I think most sissy cucks) had an emasculation meter and the more we were emasculated in the act, the more thrilling and memorable it was!
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