Dressing

I spent my early years 9 on dressing .all i had was my moms dresser.i love the lavender scent .her things just felt right as i touched them(i never wanted my mom) but i loved the feeling the clean smell .i never masturbated when i was started dressing and i never saw my mom dress .i had no sisters.but i was wanting something.Years passed yes i did still dress.And i did find playboy nude girls.it was not until HS and dating that i found my GF .I borrowed things from there moms things(girdles hose bras panties yes large.i lost two wives and more