Insecure

Sure being a woman I have some insecurities too. I was reading this article about large labias, and it says that most man likes large labias, it made me stand in front of a mirror and bend to check if I can see my labias, unfortunately I cant.
It made me want to have large one which I cant have since woman are supposed to be born with it.

Being thick in asia means being lazy, ugly and un wanted, but I feel happy to meet real people who can accept who I am, but still i want to be thinner so I am on a diet lol. I was once 94kg after a month i'm now 89 hopefully it will continue to go down lol.

thats not the reason im writing this blog though, I went to this model room and all that she talks about are about other models, i would love it if she have good words to say but no, she always have bad words and whats funny is that the viewers agree with her feeding her fantasy.

I learned in my psychology class that when people do say bad things about other people it means they are insecure about something else. I guess that is true basing on my self alone and observation of people around me.

well all i can say is that i am a bit insecure about something thats why I am writing this hahaha...

fuck what a piece of shit to write, i know that but sine i made an effort to type it then i might as well just post it too haha