Sexual experiences with my cousin

My first sexual experience I ever had was with my cousin that is 2 years younger than myself. It happened while I was in middle school. I first noticed her developing a few months before that. She had the largest breasts, probably larger than a full D cup at the time. I first noticed while swimming the summer prior. She wore a shirt in the pool over her bathing suit, yet when wet it clinged to her body revealing the full shape of her chest. The first night of the first experience, my brothers and I spent the night and it started like any other night. We stayed up late watching movies and playing video games. In one bedroom was myself, my cousin with the large breasts, my cousins older brother, my older brother. My cousins older brother was quick to fall asleep..and my brother and myself began talking about breasts and large breasted girls at our school with my cousin with the large breasts. My cousin then began asking about her breasts. We began complimenting her and asking her to see them to get a better idea. She hesitated and admitted to having a bit of a crush on me. She told me that if I let her look at and see my penis that I could see and touch her breasts. I hesitated at first, but was so hormy even my older brother was telling me to at least show her my cock. I showed her my cock in front of my older brother. She then lifted her shirt and bra and her two big tits dropped. They were so large and firm and her nipples were so large I began to fondle her breasts and suck on her large nipples. I was licking them and squeezing them and my cock was so hard and throbbing. She asked me if she could put my cock in her mouth. I agreed and I swear I received the best blow job I've ever felt. Her breasts are to this day the largest and nicest breasts I've ever had the pleasure of playing with.

This play went on for the next 3 years or so in private. I always wanted to have sex with her but never got the right opportunity so she just continued to suck my cock while I enjoyed playing with her breasts. The only down part is she hated the taste of my cum. She never wanted me to cum, so I never got to orgasm. I did however masturbate in front of her several times. I also jacked off in front of her older brother and my older brother before. I'm known for being a perve though only my older brother and myself know of me and my cousin fooling around, though he's never told anyone. She later became a lesbian which is a shame because she still has those large breasts. I've since lost contact and I fear making contact could cause unneeded drama in my life. I will however always have the memories.