Shrinking and Chastity Update

I am proud to say that I am well over a year pussy free and penis orgasm free. No cages or anything but for me I don’t even desire to have my penis touched. In fact I find myself depressed when I have an errection, especially during sex. I have only worn panties and peruse feminization in other ways like keeping my body smooth. I did try at home stuff like PM and other herbs and actually found success to my surprise. Taking PM actually caused limp ness and nipple/breast growth all be it minor. I did loose some sex drive but worst of all it made me feel depressed so I stopped taking it. I think that fucking with my hormone levels does a number on my head so I used common sense and took a break. It is possible that I just need assistance with my transition and may try again. I realize the only way to go for real is through legit means. I have a personal goal to get hormones through a doctor in the near future so that I can monitor my levels and things. As far as shrinkage, a steady diet of PM and using prep-h twice a day did cause temporary shrinkage. The skin tightened and it hurt a little to get hard however that returned to normal very soon after. For this reason I believe that a cage shrinking your penis will be very temporary as others have stated on the net. As a long term goal I am hoping hormones work out and eventually I can have me testicles removed to complete my transition to female. I don’t want a full SRS but that’s my personal wants as a transwoman. I also am hoping to grow some a-cups!!!