Realization about Cocks

I don't know how my feelings about cock changed because when I was younger they sure as hell didn't excite me and the thought of touching one let alone sucking one made me feel ill. I never tried to look at one or got excited by looking at one. The only time I would actually look at one was when a sexy woman was giving a BJ or getting fucked by one. But recently I noticed that woman in the picture really didn't excite me anymore but somehow the cocks in the picture did. I came across and old pictures that I had saved from the internet (the one below) and it hit me when I realized I was staring at the cock and not the woman and that I wanted to be in her place getting ready to suck that wonderful cock. Then I came across this one and just seeing this semi hard cock made me hard and I wanted to suck it and make it hard.I started to notice I wasn't really interested in the woman but the cocks, something about how they look and the size the thickness the power made me excited. As I started to look at some more pictures that I had save and noticed that the cock didn't have to be showing to get me excited but just thinking about what it might look like did under the pants and thinking about feeling it get hard uner those pants just like the picture below.

I realized I had the strongest urge to drop to my knees and suck on such wonderful cocks and pleasure them and be the sissy slut I know I am now.