Transition to Female

While I am creating my sissy manefisto below I feel it important to discuss my transition to female here. I am and have always been a female on the inside. From the age of 5 I have wanted to be a woman. It wasn’t until later that I found my kinks. But still... I want to be a female in every aspect of my life. So below are my goals and feelings. This isn’t a complete list but I will add as time goes on. Yes I am getting therapy...lol

I do love myself and those around me so if something sounds bleak below please don’t worry.

1. Depression sets in as I look in the mirror and see a man visually but realize I am a woman on the inside.

2. I am only drawn to feminine things even in the mundane world like female jackets and t-shirts... I just like them. They feel like me.

3. As a girl - I present in the nicest way. IE make-up, dresses... As a man I could care less, t-shirt and jeans... done...

4. I am not attracted to women. I though I was but now I realize I only ever wanted to be them. I love their feminity.

5. I desire to have breasts and a pussy. I hate my penis and want it gone. I desperately want hormones.

6. I need to work in passing, walking, talking and acting like a woman as well as make-up skill and what-not.

7. I envision myself leading the like of every woman I cross paths with or just see across the room. I want her life, her style and to be her.

8. Every day when I leave the house as a man I feel like I’m cross dressing. I should be presenting as a woman.

9. I feel like I was born with the wrong body. I feel like a woman trapped in a mans body.

10. I have extreme body and gender dysphoria.

11. I am 100% ‘gay’. I have no attraction to females or transwomen. I only am attracted to men. I only desire to be a woman for them.