Giving Men a Bad Name

Why can't men just decide what they want? Why come to me and BEG for me to hook up with you if you are going to stand me up? I have been fucked TWICE in 3 years because I get stood up so much. I live in the middle of nowhere and paycheck to paycheck. I literally can't afford to drive an hour to be stood up. If you are uncomfortable or change your mind just fucking tell me coward. I will not care if you cancel! It will not hurt my feelings AT ALL. So many of you are afraid of your sexuality too. I LOVE when a man asks to suck my dick and then explains to me why its "not gay". You might not be gay, you might not even be bi, but you are something brother. I have also had guys show up recently who are legit afraid of me. One guy said he could not get hard because my height was intimidating. What? Its somehow my fault your lint covered dick can't get hard? I just want to try being a woman while I'm still young, but it will not happen because of cowards. I know it is partly because of the anti-LGBTQ stigma in my state, but if you are afraid of being different DON'T BEG ME TO FUCK YOU.
Also, stop asking for my bank account number so you can "send me a gift". I'm not a moron. Funny how sugar daddies vanish when you tell them Paypal exists. Everyone is trash. I'm desperate trash too but at least I'm honest to everyone. I tell them what I want straight up.
I just want a nice guy who can make me feel like a real woman and buy me clothes sometimes. You are the ones missing out.