Shemale

I don't know if there are people like me, that is, who are ashamed of what they want to be. I often try it, but it's stronger than me. I feel like a woman, despite being born in a male body, I want to be a woman, I don't like the idea of ​​being a half woman, I want to be a complete woman, or rather I would like to be born as a complete woman because I know that for all the interventions I can do, the hormones that I can take, the beauty and femininity that I will be able to achieve, I will never be a woman as I would like. I want to be able to menstruate, to be able to imagine being a mother, to have been able to admire me as a c***d in my feminine aspects, in my games as a c***d, and instead I must be content to look like a woman and this pains me and makes me not a little angry and makes me angry it makes me feel ashamed because I should have accepted my male condition, but I can't and this also makes me feel cowardly. In addition, as if it were not enough, my feeling of being a woman is linked to perverse desires, in which I want to feel dominated, a slave, a submissive, I want unmentionable and unthinkable things for a normal woman, and yet I can't do that either, I can't do anything about it. I love imagining myself bound and gagged, segregated, subjected to perverse things in my hyper-feminized body, a doll forced to become what her master wants to be a pure sex toy, to love and want to be a woman to satisfy a man or woman master . This makes me think that my nature is strange not only different but perverse but I desire it and I crave it with all myth and the question remains: why must this happen to me?