Double life

I've been sitting in my office watching videos of sissies riding dildos and getting fucked my men. I've been fantasizing all day about what it would be like to be a pretty sissy. To wax my body smooth, to put on makeup, to wear sexy girly clothes, and then feel that dildo sliding in and out of my tight asshole. I want it so badly. I want that to be me. Every sissy video I watch i want to be the girl in the video.

Nobody knows this about me. Everyone who knows me thinks I'm a straight male but really I'm a cock hungry sissy on inside and she's dying to get out. I need to know what that sissy life is like. I need to know what i'm missing.