Making Milk (RL)

My newborn is not a newborn anymore and has discontinued, for the most part, taking sustenance from my breasts. However, I am still producing A LOT of milk. A LOT OF MILK.

And if you know about HOW I CARE I have been a milk donor since my first born. Not always lactating/producing milk, but more times than not doing what I can until I can't produce anymore...which changes once again until either I am with c***d or I stimulate the heck out of myself to get things literally flowing again.

A miracle? No. Something natural? Yes. Does it make sense for me to do this? Yes. Huge breasts provided equals lots of milk ducts. Overprduction of estrogen, progestrone and oestrogen? Yup. Thank you motherhood and wonky hormones and LOVE.

This morning, early, I woke up ENGORGED AS HECK. Feeling ready to explode. I took care of the issue, though went back to bed and woke again FULL though not achingly engorged.

A miracle? No. Something natural? Yes. Wonky? No, I guess not. It's just me.

So where do I get my crazy sensual stories from? Me, myself and I.

And where do I find love and caring and big heart from? My family and friends. You. My attitude and trying to not get too dragged down by the realities of our world when things are less than desirous.

Was it a MOO MORNING today? Yes.

Will it be or happen again?

Might sound strange...but I sure hope so.