My life is not fair

Whats wrong with me???? i was a Man usual white man but my wife did this to me.....she said "or i'll change you or divorce" should say NO......Now i'm her sissy slave i have boobs can't rememmber how it's have sex with girl....i had so many cocks in my mouth ...thousands???yes i think so.....my ass is always full ....or guys or toys that hole is huge i know all tastes of cum, i had cum in every part of my body...everyday sexy dress heels and underwear...in my ID i;m female person ...i want my male life back !!!!!!! but this boobs and that lips and after hormones therapy i can't . She said don\t think about that just be good cock sucker doll and you'll be hapy,,,how i can be if everyday i have face covered in guys sperm??