Love of Cum
In my sex life as a straight guy, my favorite type of sex was oral. I loved the feel of lips and tongue on my cock even more than that of a vagina. Some women didn't like to give head; my relationships with them didn't last long. Being willing to suck cock and swallow cum was a deal breaker for me.
My tastes applied to the porn I watched as well. Seeing a pornstar working her lips and tongue over a hard shaft was much more sexy to me than watching a cock sliding in and out of a pussy. I think it was because you could see that she was actively working to give pleasure to the cock, instead of just lying there and taking it.
I started watching porn before the bukkake trend of the late 90's. Most of the on-screen blowjobs that I saw in those days either transitioned into fucking, or ended with a facial. The rare scenes in which the woman would get the guy to shoot into a glass, and then drink it, were the ones that turned me on the most. In my real sex life, I tried facials a few times, but I found that most girls were more willing to take a load of cum in their mouth than on their face! I guess I can't really blame them; facials are pretty messy, especially if any jizz gets in the hair, and can actually be painful if some goes in the eyes.
Naturally, with so much experience of getting girls to swallow my cum, I tasted it myself from time to time. I experienced the familiar phenomenon of losing the desire to swallow after my own orgasm, but every now and then I would cum into a cup or on my hand and work up the will to taste it. I found the taste tolerable, not especially good or bad. It was the association of cum with pleasure, arousal, and orgasm that made it fascinating to me, not the taste.
As time went on, and more extreme cum porn became available, I found myself more and more obsessed with it. Bukkake videos made me extremely horny, watching those girls' faces covered with huge amounts of semen. It was around this time that I began to think about taking cum myself. I imagined that if I had been born female, I would have eagerly participated in these bukkake videos. The thought of warm spunk splashing on and dripping down my own face made me just as hard as watching these girls be covered, much to my own surprise.
Being an analytical and philosophical sort of guy, I did some soul searching about this. I could theoretically receive a bukkake myself if I found the right group of gay men. But I've never really been attracted to men sexually. I did some experimenting in college, as most people do. And what I found was that, while the sensations of kissing and having my cock sucked were just the same with a man as with a woman, that psychological element of arousal was just missing. I'm just not cut out for sex with men. So the idea of receiving a facial or a bukkake remained just a pure fantasy for many years.
Fast forward to my late 40's, after my divorce. I was looking for sexual variety, seeing as many different women as I could (most of them whores). From time to time in the e***** ads I would see transsexuals, and at first I was repelled by it. But eventually my curiosity got the better of me, and I saw a trans woman for the first time. That first time was a little awkward and not as satisfying as I would have hoped, but it opened the door for me. I started looking at the TS e***** ads with a more critical eye, seeking those who put an emphasis on cum.
I discovered two important things in dealing with trans women. One is that I can be turned on by them, even though they have a penis. If they consider themselves women, and present that way, then I don't mind that their sexual organs include a cock and balls. I've started to learn more about the art of cock sucking, and even find that I enjoy it with a trans woman. I spent many years learning how to pleasure the clitoris with my mouth, so why shouldn't I be able to do the same with a penis? The other thing I learned is that trans women are very understanding of a partner's sexual desires... well, at least the ones who do it for money are that way. I suppose it may have something to do with not wanting to alienate a customer. If I tell them that I'm not into butt stuff at all, but really love oral sex, then they are quite willing to spend the whole session on that.
So the final result of all this is that I can receive the cum that I crave. I'll meet a sexy girl and start by fondling and sucking on her tits, then move my hand down and start stroking that hard cock. For some reason I find myself more attracted to black and Latina trans women... there's something about worshiping a big dark cock that turns me on even more. My sweet reward comes when they jerk off into my mouth and I get a load of fresh, warm, delicious cum to swallow. Somehow it tastes better in the heat of the moment. The first few times I tried getting facials, but just as I did with my own loads, I find it more satisfying when the cum is actually swallowed. Having them shoot it in my mouth bypasses all the hesitation and loss of desire that would happen when I tried to eat my own loads. I never hesitate to swallow and I always thank them for their cum.
Of course I still haven't lost my desire to receive blowjobs, so after I swallow their load, they are more than happy to suck me off. I've heard some guys say that trans women give especially good head, but my experience with them isn't wide enough yet to do a fair comparison with the regular girls who have sucked me. I will say that I've never failed to have a satisfying orgasm from a trans woman going down on me.
Now my desire to swallow cum is easily satisfied. I find myself looking for even more of that sexy sperm. My fantasy of a bukkake may never become a reality, but it would be a major turn-on to swallow the cum of two or three trans women in one session. Since the only trans women I've seen are whores, this habit can get expensive, but maybe someday I will find a trans woman who enjoys this enough to do it just out of pure desire. Until then, I will continue to suck and be sucked as much as I can!
My tastes applied to the porn I watched as well. Seeing a pornstar working her lips and tongue over a hard shaft was much more sexy to me than watching a cock sliding in and out of a pussy. I think it was because you could see that she was actively working to give pleasure to the cock, instead of just lying there and taking it.
I started watching porn before the bukkake trend of the late 90's. Most of the on-screen blowjobs that I saw in those days either transitioned into fucking, or ended with a facial. The rare scenes in which the woman would get the guy to shoot into a glass, and then drink it, were the ones that turned me on the most. In my real sex life, I tried facials a few times, but I found that most girls were more willing to take a load of cum in their mouth than on their face! I guess I can't really blame them; facials are pretty messy, especially if any jizz gets in the hair, and can actually be painful if some goes in the eyes.
Naturally, with so much experience of getting girls to swallow my cum, I tasted it myself from time to time. I experienced the familiar phenomenon of losing the desire to swallow after my own orgasm, but every now and then I would cum into a cup or on my hand and work up the will to taste it. I found the taste tolerable, not especially good or bad. It was the association of cum with pleasure, arousal, and orgasm that made it fascinating to me, not the taste.
As time went on, and more extreme cum porn became available, I found myself more and more obsessed with it. Bukkake videos made me extremely horny, watching those girls' faces covered with huge amounts of semen. It was around this time that I began to think about taking cum myself. I imagined that if I had been born female, I would have eagerly participated in these bukkake videos. The thought of warm spunk splashing on and dripping down my own face made me just as hard as watching these girls be covered, much to my own surprise.
Being an analytical and philosophical sort of guy, I did some soul searching about this. I could theoretically receive a bukkake myself if I found the right group of gay men. But I've never really been attracted to men sexually. I did some experimenting in college, as most people do. And what I found was that, while the sensations of kissing and having my cock sucked were just the same with a man as with a woman, that psychological element of arousal was just missing. I'm just not cut out for sex with men. So the idea of receiving a facial or a bukkake remained just a pure fantasy for many years.
Fast forward to my late 40's, after my divorce. I was looking for sexual variety, seeing as many different women as I could (most of them whores). From time to time in the e***** ads I would see transsexuals, and at first I was repelled by it. But eventually my curiosity got the better of me, and I saw a trans woman for the first time. That first time was a little awkward and not as satisfying as I would have hoped, but it opened the door for me. I started looking at the TS e***** ads with a more critical eye, seeking those who put an emphasis on cum.
I discovered two important things in dealing with trans women. One is that I can be turned on by them, even though they have a penis. If they consider themselves women, and present that way, then I don't mind that their sexual organs include a cock and balls. I've started to learn more about the art of cock sucking, and even find that I enjoy it with a trans woman. I spent many years learning how to pleasure the clitoris with my mouth, so why shouldn't I be able to do the same with a penis? The other thing I learned is that trans women are very understanding of a partner's sexual desires... well, at least the ones who do it for money are that way. I suppose it may have something to do with not wanting to alienate a customer. If I tell them that I'm not into butt stuff at all, but really love oral sex, then they are quite willing to spend the whole session on that.
So the final result of all this is that I can receive the cum that I crave. I'll meet a sexy girl and start by fondling and sucking on her tits, then move my hand down and start stroking that hard cock. For some reason I find myself more attracted to black and Latina trans women... there's something about worshiping a big dark cock that turns me on even more. My sweet reward comes when they jerk off into my mouth and I get a load of fresh, warm, delicious cum to swallow. Somehow it tastes better in the heat of the moment. The first few times I tried getting facials, but just as I did with my own loads, I find it more satisfying when the cum is actually swallowed. Having them shoot it in my mouth bypasses all the hesitation and loss of desire that would happen when I tried to eat my own loads. I never hesitate to swallow and I always thank them for their cum.
Of course I still haven't lost my desire to receive blowjobs, so after I swallow their load, they are more than happy to suck me off. I've heard some guys say that trans women give especially good head, but my experience with them isn't wide enough yet to do a fair comparison with the regular girls who have sucked me. I will say that I've never failed to have a satisfying orgasm from a trans woman going down on me.
Now my desire to swallow cum is easily satisfied. I find myself looking for even more of that sexy sperm. My fantasy of a bukkake may never become a reality, but it would be a major turn-on to swallow the cum of two or three trans women in one session. Since the only trans women I've seen are whores, this habit can get expensive, but maybe someday I will find a trans woman who enjoys this enough to do it just out of pure desire. Until then, I will continue to suck and be sucked as much as I can!
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