I like giving but not recieving (am i strange?)

I have never liked anyone to lick or put there head between my legs, i feel its a bit gross to do that but i really love to do oral on a man so so much, i know some men say they like to like a fanny and say its nice but i think most of the time they do it because they want to make a girl happy?

i have never liked it being done to me and i dont find it sexy or enjoyable, am i weird, do most girls like it, should i just let someone do it, or should i be honest and tell them not to do it to me?

just interested to know what people think and if i'm weird for only liking going down on a man and not them licking me out?

** just a fresh thought. It Would be nice to find a man or have a boyfriend that didn't like going down on me, so i dont have to be mean to someone who enjoys doing it by saying no, there most be men out there who don't like licking a girl there? **