Why I like the kind of rough sex I do

This is a brief list I may explain more in depth later. Just a primer on why my drawings are the way they are. They're purely porn in that they're an exaggeration of what I like.

Pain:
- I like some kinds of pain.
- It's one way I give control to my man, and trusting my man in that way feels nice.
- Giving into the pain and not fighting it feels good.
- Bearing the pain my man gives me is another way of submitting to him. It's ongoing control I surrender to him, and I like doing that.
- Bearing the pain with the goal of his pleasure makes doing it feel more special.
- I like being sore afterwards. The sensitivity and used feeling in my pussi sometimes gives me feels that make me orgasm even hours later.

Other odds & ends:
- I like to pretend pleasure for him and pain for me is asymmetrical. Like I'm doing a service or duty for my man even though I'm pretty sure I like it more. Also, this plays into the roleplay where he "demands" I do my duty for him.
- Shedding tears is an emotional release for me.
- Running mascara is hot when it adds to the freshly fucked look.
- I like to complain-brag to my gurlfriend about how hard and thoroughly my man fucked me.