Today wishing of days gone past

I had it perfect three sex partners in the past wish that i could have again.
1st i meet the perfect woman that knew that i like to dress in female clothing and she did not care but i just worried about taking care of her needs and had a great time until i fell in love with her and i got scared and did not see here again because she was my dream

2nd was an old man that lived near me and would show up to his place and get dressed in female clothing and suck is nice cock. i enjoyed sucking and having a great time. I like it when he tried to stick it in my ass and i wish that i was not so tight so he could not put it in and keep it in. I had a great time with him and wish that i could again

3rd was two ladies that i paid money at 1st to let me get dressed in front of them and for them to take pictures of me in female clothing. It was so nice to getting undressed in front in of two women. one i enjoyed and wanted her to be my Girl friend and we almost had sex in front of the other woman and i new i wanted to be her slave. wish that i could find them again or new loves that will do or let me do the same things