Closet Gay

I am writing this as an admission that I now realise I am gay. For years I have had secret liason's with men, individually and in groups, in their homes, hotel rooms, cinema, saunas and outside. I would watch a mix of porn and satisfy my cock addiction occasionally. Now I'm insatiable for cock, watch exclusively gay, gay hyno, sissy and cross dresser porn. I edge continually, watching hours or bareback group sex longing to be that bottom. I watch cross dressers fucking each other and being fucked by real men and I long to be smooth all over and used.

The time has now come that I can't deny it to myself any longer and have decided to go about changes in my lifestyle. I crave the sissy life, being ready to accommodate men fully dressed and ready for them. Holding get togethers and enjoy the freedom of like minded groups. To be watched satisfying them, to be known as a good slut.

I will post film and pictures of my experiences as knowing others will see me openly being used is in itself a huge thrill for me. I am looking forward so much to embarking on this as it is long overdue.