My first ever sex with another man. A true story.
Subtitle: How I discovered my bisexual side.
It was 1980 and I was a student in Manchester. I was married. My wife was away for three months in the summer because she was studying German and had to spend some time over there. My married sex life was a disaster. We were married at 18 years old and both virgins. We had sex on our wedding night and that was it. It seemed my cock was too thick and she just couldn't take it. Her vagina would go into spasm, something called vaginismus. At least I'd had the pleasure of eating her pussy for two years and I think I'd become quite an expert. Years later I was always welcome to eat a pussy and it was mutually very rewarding. One night I paid a prostitute for a fuck. She insisted on a condom, the first time I'd ever had one on. My cock is quite thick and it just strangled my cock. The prostitute came loads but I couldn't even manage once. Sex with a condom is fucking awful. I pity men who have never had sex without one. A wank feels better than sex with a condom.I was really screwed up as far as sex went. It took me many years and a divorce and another failed relationship before I started to understand that women could actually enjoy sex. I was about twenty eight before I got my cock sucked, thanks Helen x. Me and Helen also had a threesome with a very good male friend of ours but that is another story.
So back to 1980 .... I was a horny teenager who was absolutely rubbish at picking up girls so I didn't even bother trying. I used to stick things up my arse for kicks quite a lot. Usually bottles of toiletries in the bathroom, some of them were very thick, much thicker than my own cock and I once managed a can of coke. My logic was that I couldn't stick my cock into anything so I would stick things inside me. It gave me pleasure but never an orgasm..
I used to read a few girlie mags at the time and loved looking at pussies and the readers letters. I read about anal sex and I wondered what it must feel like. Maybe it could give me something that was missing from my sex life. I never imagined I would find out.
One night I was bored with my own company and really just wanted somebody to chat to. As I had done several times before, I decided to go to a gay bar, hoping that somebody would want a chat. Now it is interesting to me that I couldn't go into a gay pub because I never had the courage. My only solution was to get tanked up at other pubs first. The pubs I remember were The Rembrandt, The Napoleon, The Thompson's Arms and that small pub by the coach station. I was about 20 years younger than most of the clientele. In one of them I was approached by what turned out to be a gay Canadian tourist who was about 10 years older than me. He wasn't pushy at all and I remember him as a real gent, not somebody who was going to assault me. We talked for quite a long time and it was getting close to closing time. I was rather pissed at this point and there were no doubts at all about sex with another man. I was a slut on the loose. He invited me to his hotel but I asked him to come back to our flat instead.
Now I don't remember very well what happened when we got back to the flat... I don't remember any oral sex at all but I did decide I wanted to be fucked. When I asked him "can I have you inside me?" he was almost speechless but said yes. I'd already had a solo session before I went out so I knew I was clean.
I remember having him lie on his back and him having a rock hard cock. I don't know if I lubed myself but I remember the exquisite sensation of him sliding past my ring and me sliding down his cock with ease until he was fully inside me. Like a lot of things that you do for the first time the mental thought of what I was doing was the biggest turn on. I was actually being fucked, like a girl. I was feeling a real cock that was hard because of me and it was inside me and it was heavenly. I then started to fuck him.. slow movements of me up and down, him lying still. When a woman pussy fucks me like this I never last long and sure enough, my male lover didn't last long either and also for the first time ever, I saw another man orgasm while his cock was pumping his cum into me. I felt that I now knew what it was like to have a pussy of my own that I could fuck other men with. Plus I had the mind warping knowledge of another man's cock inside me, I felt like a girl and it felt wonderful.
I don't remember much beyond that except that he was going to take me for an expensive dinner the next day. I chickened out. I think I only had the courage because of drink. Stupid really, we probably would have had more fun and I might have discovered cock sucking 13 years earlier.
It was 1980 and I was a student in Manchester. I was married. My wife was away for three months in the summer because she was studying German and had to spend some time over there. My married sex life was a disaster. We were married at 18 years old and both virgins. We had sex on our wedding night and that was it. It seemed my cock was too thick and she just couldn't take it. Her vagina would go into spasm, something called vaginismus. At least I'd had the pleasure of eating her pussy for two years and I think I'd become quite an expert. Years later I was always welcome to eat a pussy and it was mutually very rewarding. One night I paid a prostitute for a fuck. She insisted on a condom, the first time I'd ever had one on. My cock is quite thick and it just strangled my cock. The prostitute came loads but I couldn't even manage once. Sex with a condom is fucking awful. I pity men who have never had sex without one. A wank feels better than sex with a condom.I was really screwed up as far as sex went. It took me many years and a divorce and another failed relationship before I started to understand that women could actually enjoy sex. I was about twenty eight before I got my cock sucked, thanks Helen x. Me and Helen also had a threesome with a very good male friend of ours but that is another story.
So back to 1980 .... I was a horny teenager who was absolutely rubbish at picking up girls so I didn't even bother trying. I used to stick things up my arse for kicks quite a lot. Usually bottles of toiletries in the bathroom, some of them were very thick, much thicker than my own cock and I once managed a can of coke. My logic was that I couldn't stick my cock into anything so I would stick things inside me. It gave me pleasure but never an orgasm..
I used to read a few girlie mags at the time and loved looking at pussies and the readers letters. I read about anal sex and I wondered what it must feel like. Maybe it could give me something that was missing from my sex life. I never imagined I would find out.
One night I was bored with my own company and really just wanted somebody to chat to. As I had done several times before, I decided to go to a gay bar, hoping that somebody would want a chat. Now it is interesting to me that I couldn't go into a gay pub because I never had the courage. My only solution was to get tanked up at other pubs first. The pubs I remember were The Rembrandt, The Napoleon, The Thompson's Arms and that small pub by the coach station. I was about 20 years younger than most of the clientele. In one of them I was approached by what turned out to be a gay Canadian tourist who was about 10 years older than me. He wasn't pushy at all and I remember him as a real gent, not somebody who was going to assault me. We talked for quite a long time and it was getting close to closing time. I was rather pissed at this point and there were no doubts at all about sex with another man. I was a slut on the loose. He invited me to his hotel but I asked him to come back to our flat instead.
Now I don't remember very well what happened when we got back to the flat... I don't remember any oral sex at all but I did decide I wanted to be fucked. When I asked him "can I have you inside me?" he was almost speechless but said yes. I'd already had a solo session before I went out so I knew I was clean.
I remember having him lie on his back and him having a rock hard cock. I don't know if I lubed myself but I remember the exquisite sensation of him sliding past my ring and me sliding down his cock with ease until he was fully inside me. Like a lot of things that you do for the first time the mental thought of what I was doing was the biggest turn on. I was actually being fucked, like a girl. I was feeling a real cock that was hard because of me and it was inside me and it was heavenly. I then started to fuck him.. slow movements of me up and down, him lying still. When a woman pussy fucks me like this I never last long and sure enough, my male lover didn't last long either and also for the first time ever, I saw another man orgasm while his cock was pumping his cum into me. I felt that I now knew what it was like to have a pussy of my own that I could fuck other men with. Plus I had the mind warping knowledge of another man's cock inside me, I felt like a girl and it felt wonderful.
I don't remember much beyond that except that he was going to take me for an expensive dinner the next day. I chickened out. I think I only had the courage because of drink. Stupid really, we probably would have had more fun and I might have discovered cock sucking 13 years earlier.
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