What it might be, or have been

You knew you were different young, or maybe older and fought it

Eventuality you accepted it, maybe you kept it to yourself, or just embraced it. Perhaps you actively did something about it. changed your look, grew you hair, started using hormones. Stepped out. Or you had to hide

Finally you escaped to someplace where you could be yourself, even if part time

Eventually you wanted to ignite what you were sexually.

You had a collection of sexy, or just feminine clothing, you wore sometimes, or always. you worked at your appearance. You played online, or in a bookshop glory hole, or Grindr. Maybe you really liked it, or wanted more.

Finally you just knew you need to do it.

you found a man, and somehow told him what you were, or maybe he found you

alone, you wanted to please him, or he was like you, but you still wanted it

They undressed you, or you undressed for them

You let them see what you were, nervous, the panties went down.

you got hard,or stayed soft, but he was hard for you and you liked that


He was nice, or mean, in charge, or and equal. But he wanted you

it felt good then


Perhaps you kissed, or he just pushed you to you knees

And you finally sucked a cock

Maybe you played with yourself while you did

You made him cum
you tasted it, swallowed it, you liked it, or not
They wanted you and you had to decide, were you ready for them inside of you

It hurt. but you wanted and perhaps you had been working on opening up yourself
You still wanted it, maybe you wanted to do it to him, maybe he wanted you to, or you never wanted that

for some just sex, others found something like love

You got good at it

He loved fucking you

You sex was utterly submissive

or you were noticing you had great sex

Perfectly happy to suck him off, while stroking yourself
Offering you ass easily, proudly
enjoying his power over you, his discipline, and happy to serve perhaps
Being his bitch, his toy, his slut or his partner

want to just fuck, or be a GF

Maybe finally being yourself



just some thoughts about people I meet here and chat with
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