Sissy In My Head

Being a sissy is so much fun! i just can not stop imagining myself as a sissy bimbo barbie addicted to porn! Like everyday I wake up I watch sissy hypno porn and do poppers as a morning habitual routine designed to trance me for the full day of being a sissy ****** boi. All day i stare at mans cocks trying to make out there cock bulge just to fantasize him fucking my brains out till I become brain dead hehehe its like the most fun fucked up game I like playing wile i do anything in my daily routine. I constantly look at porn on my phone but like piss porn and gangbangs with big black men that have ridiculous horse cocks its my favorite type of porn! hehehe its like binge watching Dexter or some tv show for me lol I probably watch a total of 10 hours of porn a day!! I take poppers everywhere i go lol it fucks me up so bad i sometimes put on sissy hypno on my headphones at work take a few rip-off poppers then start humping my chair hehehe but not humping like im fucking im pretending Im the one getting fucked!!! its so hard to think manly lol because my sissy hypno training is working so fabulous every time I see a cute girl or especially a hot girl I just desire to be her! I need to be a girl!! i desire her outfit her body and the attention! I get to the point where I just want to go out dressed so fucking slutty and walk around with the most noticeable anal toy that stretches my sissy pussy so wide that with any little movement I make it feels like I'm being fucked! its my desire and also this is true ;)