Gentle Domming Daddy

I find myself longing more and more for someone to truly help me break into the world of D/s. I'd like to find a gentle Daddy to help guide me. I'm not into beatings or anything hardcore like that, but I do enjoy breath play, being restrained, gentle hair pulling. The thought of being collared instantly goes straight to my pussy and makes me wet and aching. I want someone who will help me submerge myself into subspace and just take care of me, do to me as he wishes, but without any true amounts of pain. I'd love to be tied up and for him to hold a wand to my pussy and see how many times he can make me cum before fucking me himself to his own completion.

I don't know if any of that is truly something D/s or just what my mind thinks it is. I do know I'd be a sub, without a doubt. I just wish I could experience subspace and let myself go like that.