From bi swinger to ******

I had sent this as a response to another ******, I thought I would add it to my blog:

It took me years of hiding behind the bisexual label before I embraced being a ******. My wife and I were bisexual swingers, but the part I thrived on was servicing the men who fucked her. The more time I spent on my knees sucking the cocks of men fucking her, the more that became my preference. I started seeing gay men, with and without my wife. But I still felt different than the gay men I was with. They were nice, and loving, and even after being with a nice man, I would go to the bookstore and suck off every cock I could get. I felt most alive being used. If the man left the video booth door open, so others could see me on my knees being a cocksucker, I got even more excited. If the man grabbed my head and fucked my mouth I would be dripping pre-cum. If the man suggested going to the motel down the street, I would pay for the motel. The more dominant he was, the more he used me as his cocksucker, his fuck toy, the more excited I was. I would cruise truck-stops looking for aggressive men to use me. Finally, when I was with my first black man, he told me that bisexual guys don't suck cock like I do, that I sucked like a ******. He treated me like cock whore, and I loved it.