Early experiments

So when I was in high school I was not very popular with girls. Alone in my room I used to like to explore with things. Here are just a few

SUCKING MY OWN COCK
Yes my friends this task is a lot more possible then it seems. I was still a teen when I became fixated on this goal. If I could just barely touch it to the tip of my tongue. I succeed which made me try harder until eventually, I figured it out.

I would lay there in my bed with my legs over my head. I would have to stay like that for several minutes. It is hard to breath but I soldiered on and eventually after several minutes I could loosen up to a point where I could lick my whole cock and my balls in my mouth. I remember I kinda liked licking my balls just as much as my cock.

Two problems. Problem one, once a came, I would not be horney anymore and I'd have a mouth full of cum. Problem too, at first I didn't like the smell of my cock and balls but only at first. Eventually, that smell turns me on.

So, shortly after I had a coice. I definitely liked sucking my cock so, would I like to suck another mans cock. I tried to fight it at first but soon after I had to admit to myself that yes. I'd be very willing. Unfortunately, I never have. But, part of me still holds out hope.