Eating my own cum

For years when I would try to eat my own cum, I would lose the desire at almost the exact second I would start to cum. No matter how turned on I was and determined to eat my own cum I would always lose the desire after I shot my load. I finally developed a "system" and eating my own cum is no longer a problem. I am almost at the point that if I am going to jerk off, I am going to eat my cum by doing the following:
The first thing I do is make sure I have the whole day to myself for porn and jerking. I also make I sure I abstain from cumming for at least a week prior so I have saved up a lot of cum. And plenty of weed to smoke or edibles. Getting high makes me so fucking horny.
I start off with a "normal" jerk-off session with plenty of trans, gay or BBW porn depending on my mood that day.
I make sure to edge for 1-2 hours before cumming. When I cum I shoot into a martini glass and save it for round #2. After a couple of hours I am ready for round #2 and start to jerk off again but now I am watching just trans, cock and cum porn.
As I get closer to cumming I start to play with my cum in the glass. I put it all in my mouth to warm it up. Spit it back in the glass but keep a little in my mouth so I can taste it. I keep dong that so in essence I am giving myself snowballs. After a few times of that I start to rub some on my face. At some point all of the cum from my previous load is either on my face, in my mouth or already swallowed. I am so turned on for cum that when I do cum the 2nd time I am so ready to eat that load. I shoot it directly into my hand and then take the warm fresh cum and rub it on my face, lick it off my fingers etc. All the things I would do if I was playing with someone else's cum. It is so fucking hot. And more importantly, I never lose my desire to eat my cum.
I hope this was helpful to anyone who is trying to eat their own cum. And I would love to hear from anyone who has their own system.