Why do we love this? Boys are the best Girls?

From an early age, I was hypnotized by ultra feminine women that were really girly in nylons and heels. I watched them writhe in their glory of femininity. Being too young and knowing I could not have one sexually, I chose to imitate to feel what they felt, the sensuality of those sheer nylons, the restriction of those girdles and the tightness of those garters pulling on their stockings. It was true bliss and the cause of my first orgasm. I had no idea what was happening but I knew i was hooked. As I matured as a teen wanting and yearning for a girl to be all that, there were only early pubescent k**s who were not very feminine but they had potential. When the times progress into my mid teens, I would dress them up. I would refrain. I found the formula was still not the picture in my head and while fucking them, all I wanted to do was show them what a real lady did when putting on a pair of stockings. A real lady could never run a new stocking but, my girl friends of course did. I knew something was missing. Then, it was so tuff to understand the female orgasm. "Yes, I came", Really? Well, I think so, maybe. Or, I'm glad you did. or I just scream a lot but, I didn't. I was so confused. I wanted to satisfy a sexy woman and be satisfied, I always wanted to cum together. Even if they faked it, I was getting the feeling it was always just me anyway. Then, before the internet, there were only deep underground magazines I would have to hide. I saw transvestites all dressed with huge hard cocks. I started to realize, I was dressing like them so I began masturbating to them. I never thought of being with one or touching a penis. I continued to try to make the boy/girl thing work. It was one disappointment after another. Until my first encounter with a T girl. She was really a girl but didn't have implants or hormone treatment. Just a sexy girl with a penis that was hard like mine. I was so turned on yet scared I was gay. She made me comfortable by asking me did I see a boy or girl. My answer was girl. She said don't you like sex with girls? I said of course. I love feminine women. She said, so do I. Like you... I was astounded she was calling me a girl. She said, I knew as soon as you walked in. So, she dressed me. We were both really hard and made love for hours. I was so amazed as we came together and there was no doubt what happened as neither of us can fake it. The she said, now your turn. I was petrified with what was about to happen but when it did, I really understood. We both came together for the second time only this time she came inside me and I exploded as soon as I felt her hot cum inside me. So, boys make the best girls. They are not the substitute for girls. They are what every genetic girl should be in bed.