Small fish, big pond

Don't you ever just feel like it's only you who has 'taboo' desires.
You look at the people around you and wonder if they do too, because to look at you just can't picture it, you start to feel alone ' why is it only me'

You find online communities, finally you're not alone. Somewhere to go to relax, be yourself in the knowledge you won't be judged.

Happy that for the first time you don't question your desires, you want to explore them.... Explore the real you.

But quicker than a flash reality comes crashing back down. The internet is a wonderful place, but finding those same people, 'the like-minded people you see online fulfilling and living out their sexual desires' in real life just doesn't happen.

You push your desires to the back of your mind and go on living your mundane life, just like the ' normal people ' all around you.