I have been trying to live a more integrated life in recent years. Not trying to be one thing- no one can do that as we are multifaceted- but to be open to who I am at all points in my life. But I'm not doing it well. Last year I wrote: I am a classically trained Liberal and Marital Artist. I am a salt water (applied) Economist. A Data Scientist, a Mental Patient, A canine enabler and an explorer. A free diver, Wrestler, and Pornographer. A Hedonist and a Mystic and a Holy Man. And yet those I film don't knock fully. I feel like Anthony Wiener and I can't take it. I want to know people mor… 続きを読む