### BiSexual? I discovered (surprise!) that I only had a desire to service someone else. Never wanted anyone to get me off. Ultimately I figured out that what I REALLY wanted was to be used. My primary desire is to be forced to service. Well it's kinda hard to get this type of scene from someone you don't know. I may have a really far out there sex drive, but I'm not a complete idiot! Letting a complete stranger tie you up and fuck you can quickly lead to your death! So it's pretty much remained a fantasy when it comes to a male and complete domination. My wife did have me bound once and told… 続きを読む

### My story: As far back as I can remember, I have always fantasized about extreme submission. Submission that is gained by intense physical stimulation (some might call this pain) coupled with helplessness, fear and ultimately a realization that I am completely incapable of controlling, preventing or changing what is happening or what will happen to me. I hope you understand where I am coming from here. The first time I experienced this in real life was about 15 fyears ago. It was like a d**g and I was an addict the first time I took it! My wife and I had a girlfriend who had been a porn-st… 続きを読む

To document this journey, the world as a witness. For the Master(s) & Mistress(s) choosing to take me on this path I will allow them unrestricted ability to document and tell this story with details and video/photography to accent their blog entries on this creators account. This will include all necessary Release documents required by this site so that all materials can remain in the public domain. Always receptive of suggestions & recommendations...… 続きを読む