This wasn't easy to write. I had a new friend on here encourage me (I think he is an excellent writer, so I asked for his advice) to write this as if I were writing to my dad and then to post is "as is". I'd love to hear your comments! Dear Dad You wanted me to write about our first time – or my memories of that first time. I am sure yours are different. I am still not sure what must have possessed you. I remember that was the only time I ever saw you struggle with what you were doing to me – the only time I ever heard remorse in your voice – and the last time you said that you were sorr… 続きを読む

This wasn't easy to write. I had a new friend on here encourage me (I think he is an excellent writer, so I asked for his advice) to write this as if I were writing to my dad and then to post is "as is". I'd love to hear your comments! Dear Dad You wanted me to write about our first time – or my memories of that first time. I am sure yours are different. I am still not sure what must have possessed you. I remember that was the only time I ever saw you struggle with what you were doing to me – the only time I ever heard remorse in your voice – and the last time you said that you were sorr… 続きを読む

It had been a really shitty day. I leaned my head back against the headrest and let the garage door slide closed behind me. I breathed deep and tried to lose some of the stress. All I wanted was a tall glass of wine (or two) and a long, hot bath. I pulled my stripped red blouse from the waist of my pants and let my heels fall into the floorboard. I sat for just a few minutes that seemed like forever. The quiet was delicious. It isn’t easy for a woman to spend the day swimming with the sharks that fill my career field. It can be brutal. And after a day of trying to keep my head above water a… 続きを読む

My name is Ashley. I’m a 32-year-old, single white female. I started visiting xHamster some time ago at the suggestion of my friend, Mark (more about him later). He asked me to find movies that I enjoyed and share them with him. It was his way of “getting to know me” and I enjoyed the game. I also enjoyed the movies I found, but was drawn more to the stories. I am especially turned on by the ones that are (or FEEL) real. It made me want to share some of my experiences. I was a victim of abuse growing up, but like many I ended up falling in love with my abuser (my father) and my sex life… 続きを読む

My name is Ashley. I’m a 32-year-old, single white female. I started visiting xHamster some time ago at the suggestion of my friend, Mark (more about him later). He asked me to find movies that I enjoyed and share them with him. It was his way of “getting to know me” and I enjoyed the game. I also enjoyed the movies I found, but was drawn more to the stories. I am especially turned on by the ones that are (or FEEL) real. It made me want to share some of my experiences. I was a victim of abuse growing up, but like many I ended up falling in love with my abuser (my father) and my sex life… 続きを読む