You know who you are. And you know I am speaking to you. You need a master but you haven't found him yet. You're afraid to tell anyone that you need a master, because you've only realized it recently. But once you realized it, you knew it's been true for a long long time. You need someone to give up control to. You need someone to obey. You need someone who will be strict with you and who will punish you when he is displeased. You've read or seen things which frighten you yet compel you. You want to try them, you need to try them, but you are scared. I understand yo 続きを読む