You are so hungry for more. You dont know what that is that you crave. An orgasm isnt enough.... There is a hole, with a burning fire that when you stop and focus on yourself, you feel it.... Having been starved thru neglected, emptiness,let down, insecurity, lack of encouragement, no support,miseducation, no love... You crave and yearn to for a deeper connection, a need to let go, be vulnerable and feel whole with what it is that has been so pent up inside you. Clogged and stagnant. You want to release it all. But you want to give it to a force that you can be so assured, it will lo… 続きを読む

Why do we BASK in what we "believe" ourselves to be good at ? What was the measure of evaluation that gave you the idea that you were good at a thing ? Was it what some one said ? Was it the results or outcomes of your efforts ? I am sure it was something along those lines...right ? Having gone thru enuff of those "experiences", and receiving the feedback over time, your confidence developed. But is that confidence ? or insecurity seeking validation ? Again, I ask, what standard of measure is your confidence, being tested against ? Has your confidence been put thru Scrutiny ? Scrub… 続きを読む

Read this and place it on a LOOP ! Do you enjoy the anticipation and build up of when you are about to fuck someone for the first time ?.... The feeling of nervousness.. having no control....feeling vulnerable ..... almost as if the room is cloudy, and you are so hot you become disoriented... You can feel the cum oozing down your panties, as your clit begins swelling and throbbing, your nipple get tight, ****ty hard ! Your heart is racing, its hard for you to breath, your mouth waters, and its hard to swallow, your hands are shaking and palms sweaty… 続きを読む