I have spent the last few days lost in my own head. Memories should be deletable. I lost count of how many times I have lain in he bed at night, stuck inside a memory. Craving the feeling I had back then. My friend, Annah, decided I needed to come out of my self imposed exile and rejoin the kinky community. Its hard to come out of a shell at times. Not that I am shy in the least, the opposite, tho I dont care for society in general. I was lost for a while after my last dom. Ya know, I dont understand. As a sub, we are conditioned to need our doms, even if we are still independent,… 続きを読む

Ive lost it. My mind that is. I cant seem to concentrate on anything but the licentious cravings I have. I need some one to serve. Someone strong enough to handle my personality. Someone who understand my needs as I will understand theirs. These thoughts keep creeping into my mind. While I'm cooking, cleaning, bathing..etc.. I wanna be bent over and forced to serve you. I want to feel the connection. Ive lost my mind and I cant find it. The intensity of the cravings is such that at times I can hardly walk without the urge to squeeze my legs together. I need a focus. I need a… 続きを読む