It felt like I was getting ready for surgery, my nerves were in a state of disarray. Taking off the the final layers of clothing I am preparing my self to become another me, another me in a new world, a me that will be constructed by Mistress J. All my senses are heightened now, the floor under my bare feet, the dribbles of sweat beginning at the base of my spine, the air on my crotch, which is now becoming the centre of my concentration. I notice my breaths are shorter, shallower, my throat is tingly, it's hard to swallow. My thoughts, my thoughts are honing on obedience, I must… 続きを読む