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I guess this is my statement where I will attempt to synthesize my beliefs on my sexuality. Though I will attempt to be as honest as possible, self-descriptions are inherently biased. I may be much more or less than what I say I am. I would read this with the knowledge that I try to be as honest as possible but there is, of course, a margin of error. I believe every human has animalistic tendencies where your primal instincts have a tug of war with the everyday façade of acceptability you adorn. I am very new to the kink scene and have been involved mainly in long-term relationships with very vanilla sex. I attribute the ultimate failure of those relationships to sexual boredom. My partners have often been more conservative in nature and find oral to be quite the scandalous affair. However, I am in a stage in my life where I want my sexual primal instincts to dictate the direction I follow. I want kink, I want the leather, the toys, the whips, the chains, the rope, the mouth gags, and all the accouterment that come with the lifestyle. I want to cross the threshold where pain becomes the pleasure and where degradation only enhances our sexual desires. Other than that, I am a nice person that does his best not to judge. I am educated and I am continuing my education to pursue a professional degree. Feel free to ask me any questions you may have and I will answer them as best as one can on ze intraweb haha.<br/><br/>What are my limits? I am not sure. I want to try everything once, I want my limits tested and when I feel uncomfortable, I want my limits to be pushed further.<br/><br/>What is my sexual orientation? I am not sure but I seek to gain more experience with women. However, if you are not an asshole and a nice person, I will not suppress my attraction to you regardless of orientation.<br/><br/>Am I a dom or sub? No clue. I am new to the lifestyle so I would like to try both.<br/><br/>Top or Bottom? I like both.<br/><br/>Music with pleasant sounds:<br/>Type O Negative, Deftones, The Birthday Massacre, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Radiohead, Alice in Chains, Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Clan of Xymox, Rammstein, KMFDM, NIN, AFI, MCR,The Cult, The Smiths, The Cure, trance music, 80s, Spanish Rock, Classic Rock, all things rock haha, and overall quite a mix on my iPod so a little bit of everything.<br/><br/>Movies with pleasant sights:<br/>Donnie Darko, Tim Burton films, Quentin Tarantino films, Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind, Memento, Requiem for a Dream, What We Do in the Shadows, Kung Pow, Old School, Anchorman, Zoolander, Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Rocky Horror Picture Show.<br/><br/>Video Games with pleasant fun:<br/>Mass Effect, Skyrim, Fallout, CiV, AoE, Total War, FIFA, Mario Games, Smash Bros, Mario Karts.<br/><br/>Some awe inspiring quotes:<br/><br/>"It smells like corn chips and bodily fluids"<br/>-Some guy on the bus<br/><br/>"See, there's three kinds of people: dicks, pussies, and assholes. Pussies think everyone can get along, and dicks just want to fuck all the time without thinking it through. But then you got your assholes, Chuck. And all the assholes want us to shit all over everything! So, pussies may get mad at dicks once in a while because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes, Chuck. And if they didn't fuck the assholes, you know what you'd get? You'd get your dick and your pussy all covered in shit!"<br/>-Drunk guy in Team America<br/><br/>"Instead of slashing my wrists, I just write a bunch of really crummy songs."<br/>-Peter Steel (Rock God/Lead singer of Type O Negative/RIP)