braxskhan

Hi, A little about myself. For about the last five years I've enema with soap and water almost everyday. My gf of over ten years shaved me years ago and I've stayed smooth. When I can I use her dildos in the shower, (almost daily) ;)
Near the beginning of our relationship she said that I could cheat on her with another guy as long as she gets to watch. Back then I thought she was joking. Over time she's made the same comment so many times I'm sure she means it.
If anything in my eyes I'm an transgender admirer, not gay. I'm not really turned on my the male physique, certain parts for sure, but not the rest. I can't see staring into another man's eyes. Thoughts of kissing a guy makes me soft.
Here's the twist. I found out years ago that I get anal orgasms very easy. Lately, my gf has been having us have sex to gay porn. She's been verbally fantasizing she's watching me sucking, being spit roasted my a couple of guys, even double penetration. For years I took this as fun, but recently she's been listing places we can go to meet gay couples.
As I said earlier that I'm not really into the guy body. I can think about being a bottom, as long as I didn't have to kiss the guy. This is why I've been watching all the brainwashing, trance "make me gay" videos I can find. A couple of days ago I noticed that while watching the gay porn I fantasize about being penetrated. I suppose that's progress. I cum thinking another cock is thrusting in and out of me. I watch gay porn and jack off right in front of her, letting her watch. Occasionally, I finger my hole, she never skips a beat.