ButchMtF

I am a bisexual, butch trans woman and a stocky, aspiring BBW. I started hormones March 13, 2021 and will post updates as I begin to develop. As of early October, I have unfortunately felt few physical changes, most likely becaue I started the process at almost 53 years old. I have enjoyed some mental, emotional changes that include feeling a more direct connection to the female gender. I still plan to keep my cock. I am hoing that my hips and butt wiill get bigger and hoping still for some breast development but also plan to make that happen on my own through eventuall augmentation surgery. I do still enjoy my dick and have no plans to change that, although it is nice to imagine having a pussy. But I much prefer to keep my dick, to continue developing in most other ways as the butch woman I am becoming. I still like topping men, dominating them, that part hasn't changed. I am open to other configurations but not actively pursing anything. I have continued smoking my pipe and the occasional cigar. I don't think I could stop smoking a pipe even if I wanted to, so I think I am stuck with the reality of being a lifelong, daily, heavy pipe smoking woman. I still find myself drawn to a parental role in relationships but I am truly open to differing dynamics. I started out as a Daddy and gained most of my experience as a dominant in that realm. I am exanding my search beyond gay men to bisexual and striaght men who have some attraction to masculine females. While I have always been the top, I am open to allowing exploration of my virgin, suptertight ass.

I especially like sweet boys looking for their first time with a dominant. I like men who are alphas by day but need to be controlled in the bedroom. I like old men who are still submissive boys at heart.

I am into pegging, anal, watersports, deep kissing, smoke sex, nipple play, light bondage, sensation play, orgasm control, hypnosis and much more.

I am looking for an LTR but welcome play partners along the way. I do need someone who is openminded to alternative relationship styles and I need someone who will be able to proivde emtional support as I go through this process of change. Again, I aspire to be a BBW, now a SSBBW more or less, so anyone into that kind of encouragement defintiely get in touch.