Butterfly1468

Feeling lonely and sexually frustrated because my husband has more interest in other woman than me. Especially when I'm not home. While the cats away the mouse always plays is his mind set. And he'll never change. I love porn but only when share with your spouse. Not abusing it when the little wife's away day after day. And hiding it and lying constantly about it. I'm tired of feeling second best to his "quiet friends", meaning x girlfriends and woman on these sites. It will be the downfall of our marriage. I'm at the point in my life that I don't want to be alone but I want someone that isn't always playing the sites when I'm not around. Someone that waits to share it with me and play with me more than the sites. I'm a physical addict. I need to be held, touched, kisses, and a yes fucked hard. I also want someone who kisses and take me passionately. Then later holds me and talks to me. Being an addict, I need spontaneous, fun exploring,sex and a lot of it. But in my marriage, its highly lacking because he's using the sites more than he screws me. He'll never know what I really need. He's to addicted to these sites than me. The sad thing, it wouldn't be so bad if he was open about it and shared it all. Yes, I enjoy watching porn but not so much the sex hook up sites anymore. They will be the downfall of my marriage. I'm a sad case. An addict without a fulltime partner. Only a part-time one, that spends more time searching for his next release and fantasy woman.