Well, during the holidays, I had an emotional breakdown under stress and I shaved my head in a blind fit. I regret it greatly, but I guess it all worked out ultimately because I can fit my wigs better now. It even inspired me to endure the large crowds at the mall and update my wardrobe! (new pics soon) I've been on this weird emotional rollercoaster lately and I want off. I also want to lose weight and truly transition. I know then alot of my woes would disappear. Maybe keep my unit while I'm at it. Still debating. (keep my unit? you decide) Also, I'm going to be more adventurous. go p… 続きを読む

Happy new years fellow reader! I hope 2018 treats you all right. Looking back, I've made alot of plans but didn't exactly live up to them. My bad. some occurrences and a few setbacks have caused me to stay stressed and busy the past year. But rest assured, that's changing soon. I have a few new and cute outfits I'm eager to show off, but alas, My living situation has become quite volatile, and I've been working around the clock to make it stable again. It's nothing I can't manage, but it eats up a good portion of my available free time, which is always frustrating. For you and I both I… 続きを読む

I've been meaning to ask, Does anybody know of get-togethers or events in the area that are CD / TV oriented? Just to chill, have fun, exchange tips and techniques and talk over food or drink with fellow CD/TS and those who admire them? if not, I'd like to get the ball rolling on a team venture. Let's exchange ideas in the comments section :)… 続きを読む

Got a new camera finally, my old one was a cheap PoS i got from a pawn shop. and now I some steady income. and some free time finally. That equals new videos and pictures! after for-fucking-ever, new stuff coming! lol… 続きを読む

telephone area codes have no discernable pattern. It takes 40 minutes to boil an ostrich egg. If the worst thing in the world isn't a warm martini with a hair in it, then what is? 2048 is just as far away as 1988. General Mills, General foods, General Motors, General Insurance, General rubber, General hospital... Is this sufficient evidence of the General's plot? You can't lick your own elbow. Atoms and molecules behave in probabilistic ways. We are made of of atoms and molecules. How can free will exist? If one synchronized swimmer drowns, do they all drown? What color… 続きを読む

I feel guilty for indulging in this weird fantaay of mine. I often fantasize about someone making their way up into my room one late night, and making me suck their dick or give them a handjob. They would be pretty bossy and rough, calling me dirtty things and making me deepthroat and drool as they fucked my throat.… 続きを読む

Ive recently gotten alot of stockings, panties and shapewear, and now I'm working on getting a variety of outfits, including a french maid dress (also debating whether this dress should be fabric or latex) with help of my gf, who may appear with me more in crossplay pics and vids. we're on a pretty strict budget, so the getting is a bit slow, please accept my sincerest apologies.… 続きを読む

If I could be your dress up doll for the day, what would you make me wear? what do you think I would look best in? describe your thoughts in the comments below ;)… 続きを読む

she's fond of other girls. So ladies, hit me up if you want a large dominant 6 foot tall ssbbw to rock your fucking world. She got a dick that never gets soft. and she eats the the pussy like it's her last meal on death row.… 続きを読む

Call me old fashioned, but I always fantasized over the idea of a friends with benefits type of companionship. And There's a good number of you out there who I would definitely be fwbs with. Kinda like, lets hit up a taqueria, split the bill on some tacos, then maybe catch a movie or plan a very sexy sleepover. Convention and concert caravaning with said fwbs :P Or Maybe chill at your place, trade pointers on makeup and outfits, and get to know eachother over a homemade meal or a movie or videogames, maybe even a drag quedn karaoke night at your place and then jack it to so… 続きを読む

when she takes control. its like a split personality almost. - a true to life gender bending version of dr. jekyll and mr. hyde. you see, the man named [censored] is quiet. mild mannered. works but prefers spending time at home. introverted. a bit anxious, and a tad paranoid and weird. but when the sun goes down on him some days, [censored] ceases to exist. And Jenny comes to life. and unlike [censored], Jenny is comfortable in her own skin, playful, flirtatious, much more social. fearless. and posesses burning curiosity, and an insatiable sexual appetite. and i know… 続きを読む

have you ever seen or did something that you wouldn't normally be turned on by, but at that moment, it really does it for you for some strange reason? and ultimately, you end up fantasizing about it regularly? like for example, once upon a time, assjobs didn't really do it for me, wasn't my thing. but recently, I've really fancied the idea of someone rubbing a stiff cock in between my ass and unloading all over my ass and back. same goes with frotting too. just recently, the fantasy of rubbing dicks and cumming together with someone just really drives me wild now. and I'm going to s… 続きを読む

So lately, my girlfriends been telling me about how she really wants to do a ffm threesome. Our talk bought me back to a few years ago, when we had a ladyfriend who would visit us at my girlfriend's apartment and sleep over most weekends. she was a plus sized and well-endowed ebony twentysomething with a taste for goth fashion. my girlfriend is a nerdy german pear-shaped bbw whose gothic flair, combined with my taste for all things nerdy, won the admiration of our ladyfriend. They both would call me over most weekends and I would borrow my old man's van to meet them at her place, then… 続きを読む

I think I'm finally used to toying. heres a little history of my experience the whole time from when i began experimenting in middle school to now It kinda always hurt, like a sharp pain up inside even tho I didn't finger myself that hard. then I moved up to my gf's vibrator, and it was the first time I achieved orgasm without even touching anything up front. still it hurt like hell. then my gf moved it up a level and got the toy I have pictured. omg i thought I was gonna split in two when she slammed it into me. we usually have a safety word, but I may have overused it, and as… 続きを読む

....what? you thought I was confessing? pffft. On the contrary, I want to see YOU - yes, you! - confess your deepest, darkest desires and fantasies. nothing is off limits here. NOTHING. and hey, you just might find someone with the same kinks here tooo. make some magic happen, Confess your DEEPEST DARKEST AND DIRTIEST secret desires, fetishes and fantasies right here right now. <3… 続きを読む

- I'm a little bi curious and I was wondering, if you and I fuck, does that make me gay? - lol, you are whoever you want to be. I mean come on, whether you've stuffed your dick into either my pussyhole or some female pussy, I very much doubt your dick will know the difference. its all the same. tight, warm, squishy, slick, but the only difference is there's a 100% chance I won't get pregnant if you unload in me ;)… 続きを読む

what's the difference between me and a mosquito? - a mosquito will stop sucking after you slap it ;)… 続きを読む

just a summary of quick tips to pass along to first time crossdressers who are just now getting into the swing of things :) this is all based on my personal experience, and i have a reputation for being unreliable, so don't adhere to everything here religiously. so most first timers usually ask me about removing body hair. I usually recommend using nair. im not against using razors but nair is quicker if you have alot of ground to cover. now theres a right way and wrong way to use nair, so don't try to sue me if you use it wrong and it burns you up. test it by putting a dab on a small ar… 続きを読む

hai sluts! :3 hope your holidays are filled with happiness, artery clogging deliciousness, toys, goodies, and hot sweaty romping and/or fapping <3 so as you may or may not already know, my house was damaged by a fire, i went for about a month wihout electricity nor hot water, and dealing with insurers and contractors is like pulling teeth. my ordeal only recently entered the recovery stage, so i apologize for the lack of good stuffz coming in from me. I hope it'll all be said and done before new years, and I can get back on track with going into the next phase of my xhamster accoun… 続きを読む

Hai everybody, and thank you for taking time to read the fine print and RoE. (rules of engagement) I wrestled with doing this for a while, but ultimately, I figure that addressing boundaries is the catalyst for cultivating a great friendship (hopefully with benefits :P), so please bear with me. So, you see, I love cross dressing and doing it as often as I can. I can't always do it due to a demanding schedule. If I have free time, all interested parties are notified immediately via personal message or email, and new pics appear too. :) it also takes me hours to prepare so you'll need pat… 続きを読む