Gee *********t and the only sex I had ever known had been with a guy! I had my first car which brought me some bigger freedoms. Was able to go further in much less time! I met some new friends and one girl who seemed unattainable but took an interest in me, for my car! Let’s call her Kate. But I went with it and she would ask me to take her here and there I would get a peck on the cheek or a rub across the leg ever so close to that spot that would maybe get me laid for those favors, but that was it! I figured it out one time when she asked me to take her to a house in the evening one time to… 続きを読む

I do my thing and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, And you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful. If not, it can't be helped. (Fritz Perls, "Gestalt Therapy Verbatim", 1969)… 続きを読む

Quick synopsis of Tim, during my divorce I was lonely, most all the friends went with my ex as women need support during divorces right? Tim and I met in one of the old Yahoo chat rooms, Divorced Dad's or Single Parent, which ever? Anyway we find that we live about 20 minutes from each other. He and I had formed a close friendship doing things together, groceries, movies, in general hanging out, dinners at each other's place, watching TV, things like that. Until one night through some strange twists and a Truth or Dare game we ended up in bed together with he as the more dominant and I the sub… 続きを読む

I decided to write this account of a High School friendship after I read a story on Xham a while ago about High School Happenings. This happened the year I was graduating High School, during football season! All of us were seniors, 18 with a few even older, ready to graduate in about 7ish months. Being 18 years old in Ohio at the time we could buy 3.2% beer. HA 3.2% beer what a joke! A family friend worked for Anheuser Busch in Columbus Ohio. He told us that they brewed just one beer and it was all about 4.8% alcohol. They just marked the can 3.2% or 6%. Being a friend of my dad's he would com… 続きを読む

In my favorite overstuffed chair in the living room thinking of what has transpired the last week with breaking up with Cindy and the new found relationship I have gained with Sarah, Cindy’s mom. A week ago we had made love so many times I couldn’t be sure on the count? I had sequestered myself between my house and the boat I needed time to put the situation in order in my own head! The phone rang bringing me out of my day dreams, with no one else was home I had to get up and answer it. It was Sarah asking, would it was alright if she came by to visit? I said it was OK, she said about a half… 続きを読む

I hadn't heard from Cindy for 2 or 3 weeks, I had left messages, had not received any call backs. Sarah, Cindy's mom had tried at times to get Cindy on the phone with no success, Cindy just would just say "Tell him I am not home!". Sarah finally asked me what was going on? I told her that Cindy had more or less broken up with me over some crap reasons that I didn't understand. Sarah tried to get me to talk about it, but I wasn't going to be the one to open a shit can on what she was doing! Several times Sarah dropped by my house because she was in the neighborhood, she knew I was hurting ***… 続きを読む

My 18th birthday was looming, and I really hadn’t thought about driving much, but was put into a driver’s education class by dad saying, I am tired of being your taxi! I passed the class with flying colors, and I am now a High School Graduate, and summer is ahead; never again do I have to go back there. I started looking at more classes at Community College for the next step. Dad found me a little Ford Falcon, it was in good shape no rust, low miles $200.00. Oh to have that today! My birthday comes and goes, dinner out my choice, a few gifts, one of the neat things was permission to use the bo… 続きを読む

OK this time in my life was turbulent, as far as sexual relations developed, with here I am at the beginning of the Sexual Revolution, Vietnam Protests, Protests in general, Peace Love Dope, Flower Power, Flower c***dren, Acid Rock, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Timothy Leary, even the dawn of Gay Rights. That plus I had a head start in knowledge. I was torn between what I was taught was proper and paths others led me down. My girlfriend, which I was taught was the normal thing, I thought, where she was quite the deviant. BJs I had received from her, our developing relationship, how things like… 続きを読む

It was in 1964 or 65 (I was 10 or 11) on vacation we always took 3 or 4 weeks in summer for them. Dad would close his office have another professional friend on call for clients. It was just dad with us k**s, heading to places unknown, actually it seemed our vacations were dictated by dad’s appetite. Seafood was a coastal visit, steak or pork was south or west to cattle and livestock ranches or farms. You get the picture how are vacations got planned! Also you will find no mention of mom, she had left us some years ago. I don’t remember where on vacation we were, do not remember whether we w… 続きを読む

I am older maybe wiser but still a k** at heart and love to pretend. I get home Saturday around dinner time, after horrible (He’s Cheating, Has other women) things are said by my supposed loving wife of 15 years about how I mentally abuse her or the he doesn’t love me anymore innuendos. A Saturday meeting with attorneys because she cannot meet during the week due her job, this won’t be cheap. The divorce is painfully slow, meetings about this and that are beginning to feel like a hot sweaty day covered in glue rolling through broken glass! I get home and pretend that my c***dren are st… 続きを読む

We were having the basement painted all the furniture had to removed to the garage. The furniture was wicker style pit group and about 18 pieces not heavy but a bit awkward to carry up stairs and out the door to the garage. With the tables and wicker units it took all afternoon into early evening. Everything was set up in the first bay as a joke we set it like it belonged there into almost a living room. One of the guys who helped stayed and had supper with us and later my girlfriend came over as he and I were sitting in the garage watching the night fall. A bit of the light from the old candl… 続きを読む