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Looking for a dominate male or female to serve. I'm an extreme sub into really extreme CBT and more. I've written a little (ok, a lot!) about myself below. My wife and I have been married for 20+ years and are active in sexually alternative lifestyles, mainly swinging. I would NEVER play without her approval...mainly because it's soooo easy to get!
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In a few as words as possible I seek bonified real "CN-Word" encounter(s). Where you determine every aspect of the encounter beginning with who's involved, what is done, where it takes place and how is done. I will stipulate nothing and will aggree at the onset to your terms and further agree that you modify at anytime. I will agree & commit to the timeframe you desire, whatever length tou wish. For safety concerns, the only ability I should have to pause or stop the encounter will be the use of a SINGLE SAFEWORD for pausing the immediate play. The word is:
(1)-Never to be spoken
(2)-Entirely randomly chosen by "open & point" using a dictionary.
(3)-Written by YOU on paper, folded twice then placed into an UNSEALED ENVELOPE.
* Now you know the word *
(4)-Given to me so that I may know the word as well. Left alone for 1 minute to memorize it.
* Now I will also know the word *
(5)-After I am finished with the word, I will likely burn the envelope & paper
(6)-Simply confirm verbally (& writing if you like) that I have memorized the word.
---- the word itself not spoken-only that I have the knowledge of the word.
I don't know whether I will actually read that paper or not, I'd like to think that I could strike a match to it without opening the envelope...but THAT is a bridge crossed in the heat of THAT moment and the consequences of my then choice as I watch the fire consume and the anxiety (maybe even a little fear) creep in as I present myself to you at your feet. ....
Yeah,Wow! I ain't gonna be reading dat paper! I'm ready to go now!
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If you find you have an interest, please contact me (or us...we play well together too!). Currently looking for a qualified local area Dominate to be used as a service slave & s&m toy.
While my wife of 30 years and I have played in the alternative lifestyles since we met each other, she has decide not to participate actively at this time. She does not have a problem with me doing so...yeah I know a lot of guys say that, but I’m really do have her blessings. If you have a problem with it, I will gladly introduce you to her and y’all can privately work out an understanding. Trust me, I would much rather have her playing too, but it’s a decision she came to a ....loooong 18 months ago. It is what it is, but I still enjoy doing it AND I’m a damn good sub/slave!
I can also do some amazingly impressive hardcore CBT stunt, you would think my balls were attached with steel cables or something!
**Other than that...I guess I'm just a regular guy! Oh...a regular guy WITHOUT a gag reflex. Zero.(LMAO!!)**
To supply proof of my sincerity and dedication as a submissive slave...
I have a very big interest in creating a scenario whereas I would be compelled by my own fears of being exposed to the world as a way of insuring my complete dedication to my life of service & abuse. In this plan I would relinquish ownership and control for this account along with the recovery email routes thereby preventing my future ability to 'take back control".
He/she could document my actions and display to the world any content they might create. While this in itself would still be somewhat removed from my 'normal' vanilla life and no one I know outside of this lifestyle might ever cross paths with it...To put the icing on the cake, I will
also provide my Master/Mistress a usb drive of my real-world cell phone address book. Where the realistic threat of a simple email with a link to this account being sent to anyone or everyone I know...would be the motivation for me to be the absolute BEST that I could ever be...and forever your servant. I think that would be some serious "incentive" should I ever need a push in the right direction!
March/2026: I am starting on hormone therapy. Estrogen & androgen to slam my testosterone level to ZERO. I haven't actively sought a cutter or a clinic to castrate me, because i truly want that to be an organic decision that is executed by my dominate on their own timeline without my involvement. Castration is a permanent state that I've almost always allowed for as a possible outcome of my d/s encounters. For me to just go out and have it done, takes away from the authoritative & domineering "feather for their hat" that the Master/Mistress the either castrated me or had me castrated by their determination or command. I would never want to take that from my Master/Mistress and I will forever live with their choosing that for me. So long story....beginning Estrogen/Androgen therapy is a way that I can "test-drive" my life as a eunuch servant...without stealing a decision that is rightfully my Master or Mistress's. I have committed to continuing the T-blocking & female hormone for at least a year. At that time I can stop taking them if I want or don't like the Zero-T physiology (an option I wouldn't have if my balls were cut) and I'd still reserve the cut & remove choice for someone else. Any bodily changes during my year on hormones I'll accept as a cost of the test-drive! I'm a tittie guy anyway, love'em!
Ok, now you know everything about me....lol!
Profile Shortcut:
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In a few as words as possible I seek bonified real "CN-Word" encounter(s). Where you determine every aspect of the encounter beginning with who's involved, what is done, where it takes place and how is done. I will stipulate nothing and will aggree at the onset to your terms and further agree that you modify at anytime. I will agree & commit to the timeframe you desire, whatever length tou wish. For safety concerns, the only ability I should have to pause or stop the encounter will be the use of a SINGLE SAFEWORD for pausing the immediate play. The word is:
(1)-Never to be spoken
(2)-Entirely randomly chosen by "open & point" using a dictionary.
(3)-Written by YOU on paper, folded twice then placed into an UNSEALED ENVELOPE.
* Now you know the word *
(4)-Given to me so that I may know the word as well. Left alone for 1 minute to memorize it.
* Now I will also know the word *
(5)-After I am finished with the word, I will likely burn the envelope & paper
(6)-Simply confirm verbally (& writing if you like) that I have memorized the word.
---- the word itself not spoken-only that I have the knowledge of the word.
I don't know whether I will actually read that paper or not, I'd like to think that I could strike a match to it without opening the envelope...but THAT is a bridge crossed in the heat of THAT moment and the consequences of my then choice as I watch the fire consume and the anxiety (maybe even a little fear) creep in as I present myself to you at your feet. ....
Yeah,Wow! I ain't gonna be reading dat paper! I'm ready to go now!
----------------------------------------------------------
If you find you have an interest, please contact me (or us...we play well together too!). Currently looking for a qualified local area Dominate to be used as a service slave & s&m toy.
While my wife of 30 years and I have played in the alternative lifestyles since we met each other, she has decide not to participate actively at this time. She does not have a problem with me doing so...yeah I know a lot of guys say that, but I’m really do have her blessings. If you have a problem with it, I will gladly introduce you to her and y’all can privately work out an understanding. Trust me, I would much rather have her playing too, but it’s a decision she came to a ....loooong 18 months ago. It is what it is, but I still enjoy doing it AND I’m a damn good sub/slave!
I can also do some amazingly impressive hardcore CBT stunt, you would think my balls were attached with steel cables or something!
**Other than that...I guess I'm just a regular guy! Oh...a regular guy WITHOUT a gag reflex. Zero.(LMAO!!)**
To supply proof of my sincerity and dedication as a submissive slave...
I have a very big interest in creating a scenario whereas I would be compelled by my own fears of being exposed to the world as a way of insuring my complete dedication to my life of service & abuse. In this plan I would relinquish ownership and control for this account along with the recovery email routes thereby preventing my future ability to 'take back control".
He/she could document my actions and display to the world any content they might create. While this in itself would still be somewhat removed from my 'normal' vanilla life and no one I know outside of this lifestyle might ever cross paths with it...To put the icing on the cake, I will
also provide my Master/Mistress a usb drive of my real-world cell phone address book. Where the realistic threat of a simple email with a link to this account being sent to anyone or everyone I know...would be the motivation for me to be the absolute BEST that I could ever be...and forever your servant. I think that would be some serious "incentive" should I ever need a push in the right direction!
March/2026: I am starting on hormone therapy. Estrogen & androgen to slam my testosterone level to ZERO. I haven't actively sought a cutter or a clinic to castrate me, because i truly want that to be an organic decision that is executed by my dominate on their own timeline without my involvement. Castration is a permanent state that I've almost always allowed for as a possible outcome of my d/s encounters. For me to just go out and have it done, takes away from the authoritative & domineering "feather for their hat" that the Master/Mistress the either castrated me or had me castrated by their determination or command. I would never want to take that from my Master/Mistress and I will forever live with their choosing that for me. So long story....beginning Estrogen/Androgen therapy is a way that I can "test-drive" my life as a eunuch servant...without stealing a decision that is rightfully my Master or Mistress's. I have committed to continuing the T-blocking & female hormone for at least a year. At that time I can stop taking them if I want or don't like the Zero-T physiology (an option I wouldn't have if my balls were cut) and I'd still reserve the cut & remove choice for someone else. Any bodily changes during my year on hormones I'll accept as a cost of the test-drive! I'm a tittie guy anyway, love'em!
Ok, now you know everything about me....lol!
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