curiousboi78787

i dont know how to put this! ive never been with a guy, and to be honest i never thought about it till about a year ago, when i started having fantasies.

at first it was just curiosity, id start to watch straight porn, get hard masturbate, and start to probe my asshole. it made me think, perhaps i was gay, i know silly, but then once i searched for gay porn on xhamster, and all these videos came up, i started to watch one, and i grew hard watching this guy suck a cock, i started to jerk to it, i imagined it was my lips around his cock licking and sucking it, i felt so dirty. but then the guy came in his mouth and i exploded into my palm, i watched the guy on screen cum over his lips and his face, i wanted that! that was the first time i tasted cum... it was mine of course, and i licked my load from my palm imaging it was another guys cum...

when i discovered gay anal, i knew i would end up with a guy lol. one particular this guy was getting fucked really hard, i could hear his moans and gasps as the other guys cock pounded his ass, i wanted to moan and gasp like that, pinned to the bed a guy with a big cock pounding me hard, oh god i want that!!!!

anyway i daren't go on grindr or anything and i guess i would like to talk first, and get comfortable!

but i definitley want my gay virginity taken by a guy who'll pond me good and hard lol....oh god what am i saying lol!!!!