curvilicious

WARNING:

- Long profile ahead.

- Love, not just sex, mentioned too - one can be deeply in love and still need and crave sex (especially as I haven’t had any in the last few years. Yes, years, it has been that long)

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I am in love with him
I AM in love with him
Yet he does not seem to feel the same way
No... he does not
Not anymore
Still
Hopelessly
I am in love with him

My heart was in a coma
Resigned to never love again
And then he came to my life
When I least expected
Out of the blue...
And he brought it back to life
Promised me the moon
Offered me his heart
And I believed him
And I fell for him
I fell...

Time stays still for no one
Yet I'm still in love with him
Still dreaming to be by his side
Still dreaming to waking up in his arms
Still
Still

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Wherever I wandr wherever I rove
The hills of the Highlands for ever I love

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This is my little corner within xHamster.
It is subjected to my real feelings, moods, emotions, etc.and it may not be what most would expect but this is the way I am and the way I like it.

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Hello. I am in my late 40s, married but totally ignored sexually by my husband for over a decade. Yes, you read that right.

I am a large, fat, BBW... (whatever you want to call it) woman with plenty of curves and “extra padding” which include huge boobs, a big belly and a bum to match. All natural.

I am a real woman with real needs and I am here just for the porn. Online porn is my only release and I love it almost as much as I love sex (unfortunately enjoyed with my toys only). I tend to be online quite late in the evening, often watching porn as I play with my nipples (my weakness) or with some of those toys mentioned earlier.

Deep down, I am truly a sweet, romantic woman who just happens to absolutely love sex in every way (yes, we exist but do not tell anyone!!).

I am not really interested in meeting anyone in person - well, maybe just the ONE.

I enjoy chatting with mature, respectful and polite gentlemen - just because this is a sex site does not mean manners have to go out of the window.

Thank you for reading this.

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UPDATE: I really love sex and miss it like crazy but I guess I have been in a more sensual mood lately as I'd give anything to be held again in a loving manner, to be caressed, to lay down in bed and feel someone’s arms around me, to lay my head on someone’s bare chest and listen to his heartbeat as he caresses me. I miss that kind of intimacy so much that it hurts. Not having experienced that in such a long time is taking its toll.

In a way I feel really bad about coming here. I do not want to sound like I am this needy woman but I genuinely do not get absolutely anything at home: no affection, no attention, no intimacy, no sex... nothing. So many years in this situation really affects your self-esteem and the way you see yourself. I am the kind of person who has always helped everybody and smiled when the world is watching but that feels truly lonely and cries when alone. XHamster maybe not the best place for me to reveal this but I do not want to mislead anyone.

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Note: I am not here to provide you with “content” so if this is what you are after you may want to look elsewhere.